Such a sad music blast..

Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone

http://www.imeem.com/popvideos/video/2VjW4H8a/kelly-clarkson-already-gone/

I guess with all the misplacements and misfortunes its easy to lose yourself. But i wanna thank god and all the unknown factors who made my life smooth enough for a ride.
Thank god for the existence of my darling sisters.
Thank god for the existance of Tracy baby! Who will always be in my heart.
Thank god for even the worst misplacements and misfortunes. For in it i found an arm to cry.
Thank god i still have a complete family, a roof over my head and adequate food to eat.
Thank god im neither sick not suffering physically.
Thank god, for the love you have showered to me through my dearest Beverlley darling bibi.

__ silent prayer __

keep me and the world in your best graces, and i hope we will all grow up to be what you want us to be...

Rocking good MusiC.

Slipknot - Psychosicial (metal)
http://www.imeem.com/jukeboxvideos/video/kTVEr-My/slipknot-psychosocial/

Skillet (Christian Rock)

Savior
http://www.imeem.com/popvideos/video/L8JHQkJn/skillet-savior/

Hero
http://www.imeem.com/rockvideos/video/LLpLNm0D/skillet-hero-video/

Madina Lake (Alternative Rock)

Pandora
http://www.imeem.com/jukeboxvideos/video/v0cweNzQ/madina-lake-pandora/

Welcome to Oblivion
http://www.imeem.com/rockvideos/video/7HSubsLF/madina-lake-welcome-to-oblivion-video/

One Last Kiss
http://www.imeem.com/jukeboxvideos/video/LuHwVJgv/madina-lake-one-last-kiss/

Never Take Us Alive
http://www.imeem.com/jukeboxvideos/video/WnsZdlWu/madina-lake-never-take-us-alive/

Here is Stand
http://www.imeem.com/jukeboxvideos/video/_XeKhgXu/madina-lake-here-i-stand-music-video/

The Good, The Evil & The Psychopath..

Evil..

What is it's existence?
Do we need it to exist?
How does it seep into our veins?
How do we counter-effect it?

1)Evil, the quality of being morally bad or wrong; wickedness. One that cause harm, misfortune or destruction.
The Devil one who is known by many names, is correlated as the root of evil itself. How true is this?

A man killed another for money.
Mercilessly, driven by rage and the desire of money he killed a fellow man.

A fellow man who have bright dreams lit ahead, kids waiting at home to welcome him home, a wife at the doorstep to catch a glimpse of his return. Now shattered glass on the cold stone pavement. Broken dreams... Who is the culpriT??? Who is the one who caused his death? Directly to be blamed is the murderer himself of course. But who is the one who directed this man's character, whom is born a pure, innocent baby, to a cold-hearted murderer???No baby is born with the flame of evil in his eyes. No baby is born with the desire to kill. With the desire to only commit wrong doings. To bring destruction.
The answer is closer to home than we think. Family influence, peer influence, the society. The three key elements of creating a perfect evil psychopath. Its time we as a single individual do our part to stomp out the roots of evil.

(to be continued)

Rep:On JustMiniShorts post...

Post source: http://www.minishorts.net/

She is B-L-U-R alright. What more it seems that she is not the only one. Others are afraid and reluctant to come forward. Cant really blame them. I feel the religion Islam gives born to three types of people. As we all know, Islam preaches disclosure. No aurat(intimate parts) in public. No mini skirt or such. Thighs and elbows are forbidden. Keeping their purity is important in the religion. Partly i wonder if it's also to make men be tempted not to be "naughty", protect the woman from rapist and stuff.

The three catagories are:
1)The Peverted
2)The Decent
3)The Blurs'

1)Knowing sex is like understanding knowledge. Without exposed to this knowledge due to the religion, the curiosity may overpower a person. With no one to guide the rights and wrongs in this knowledge, a person may lose himself in it. Desires is a lustful thing, and not a beast easy to tame. Thus, born The Perverted group.

2)The Decent. Groups in this are generally more open compared to The Blurs'. Maybe family guidence exist and they are guided according to the right path. Peer incluence might guide one to the right path too. A certain percentage of this group may fail to control the beast in them eventhou well informed of the consequences and the sins they are commiting, but the others should be on the right path. This group I see them as Neo-Islam group. Devoted preachers without doubt, but still open minded enough to accept new changes and know the importance of acquiring this knowledge.

3)The Blurs' I'm speechless. Family suppression maybe, on the knowledge itself to protect the child. Or they are just more traditional type who just dont discuss such things with their children.Preferring to put a lid to the knowledge itself, as if its a poison. So the child grew up blur, not knowing what it is. Not knowing the lack of that knowledge may expose them to danger.


Hani in the story might be just one of them of group 3. Thou, she is lucky to not be fully foolish enough to actually make love with that guy. Weight test?? Dxxn who actually believes that? Maybe she never heard of a weighing scale. Sad. Really sad. God bless her.

(Am i wrong in anything i have said??Don't hesitate to tell me so.)

Utimate weapons

Masterpieces:
Some weapons may not look "right", but in truth if given deep thought it is actually more deadly compared to the conventional version being used now..

Spear

Knuckles(double hand)

Dagger fitted handguns(double hand)

Karambit

Hammer

Read This Blog!!!!

www.minishorts.net

Its not a sexy web, sorry to disappoint. But a pretty good blog about life.

Its a She's blog. And she has got a temper right now(pregnant now). Not nice to piss her off(She hits back like a nuclear warhead exploding right in your backyard.). However, she is fair and pretty awesome. Ranges anything from food, daily life and experience. Currently married in Malaysia. Take a look, I LoveD IT!!!

Character: Can it be designed??

Character.

A specific combination of qualities or features that distinguishes one person. How its molded? With a combination of experience(school experience, friends experience, personal experience, etc.), environment(beside town, in country etc.), family practices and guidance and etc. it makes you who you are today.

Think back, the best example and the strongest one is when it comes to love. With every fail relationship we learn and acquire something.(Unless your a person who never learns. Start noW) If our first relationship you were cheated against. In the next one you will find one who has a trustable character. At the same time, you learn to be more careful and doubt the minute details of instinct. Why does it happen?

Self-Defense.

A perfect defense created by your mind to avoid you getting hurt again spiritually. Crazy people go BonKeRS because their spirit cannot endure the pain, the stress. Thus it shuts down. Or it might even develop a dual-personality. Or a angry person, a killer. It all depends on a persons personality, his/her beliefs and support from family and community alike.

Putting bad traits aside, we focus how to bring out the best in people. Faithfulness, honesty, bravery, self confidence, etc. Its a very wide field so i will discuss a few and the rest is you to you to ponder and understand.

Self Confidence.
Closely related to courage, its most obvious lacked in obese persons. Reason: They are most teased about in terms of weight. The whole weight issue puts a barrier between them and others. Some maybe lucky enough to still find the comfort of friends and life partners. When this particular group get teased or bullied about it effects their confidence. To them, people don't like them. Fat people they are, they are ugly, useless and etc. This might develop Anorexia nervosa a psychology problem. People who are in the spot light are usually high in confidence. Developed slowly like a staircase, junior drawing champion, senior drawing champion, world-class painter, are all little steps of success and acknowledgment that boost self confidence.

Patience
Anger, anger is actually another form of self defense. An outward violent behavior that blames others, when one feels unjustly treated from people and the world itself in whole. How a person handles in stressful situations since young effects this. It effects whether a person lets it go by, stores it in his/her heart creating an angry momentum, or use certain ways to express their discomfort in an non-anger manner(Like exercising out to work all your anger out for example).
Peer and parental influence plays a role too. How they express theirs is how you Might learn to express yours. That's why violent parents usually have violent children too. That is the way their parents express themselves when angry: getting drunk, trashing household, beating someone, or even abuse someone for the feeling of authority.

Now think about it.


If, IF.. We can create a situation, an environment and scenario where two person will experience the same upbringing, same parents, hear and undergo the same speech of encouragement and despair, same up's and down's in life, same love life, sex life, girlfriends, wives etc. Just everything there is possible, to be the same. Specifically and accordingly the same and equal time-frame. Would them both not be equal in character and personality? Would they be? Twins may not be equal in character due to different life experience. But now two people of same life experience, will they be the same??

My answer is DEFIANTLY Y-E-S (but if so,the two must some sort of be equal in looks too i guess).


By understanding how what factors effect personality and at what magnitude an experience needs to be to effect, we can actually improve our child's upbringing. Instead of being over protective, which cause our kid to be spoilt. We could sometimes let them handle big challenges themselves. Leave clues or give encouragement. We might not be able to create the same result of equal perfect personality, but at least somewhat the right personality in our child.

Iphone Jailbreak and Activation

Determine whether your Iphone is a 1G, 2G or 3G. Firmware is also quite important. Jailbreak on Mac, Windows other OS(Operational System). Different OS needs different software to jailbreak.

Now, after you have restored your Iphone, it should be locked and not active. Unless you have a legal SIM card from either Maxis or Celcom. Digi users, you have no choice except to jailbreak. Digi have not offer any Iphone compatible SIM yet. Even the ones from Maxis and Celcom are both having expensive plans.

For 1G Iphone, on any OS.

- Get redsn0w 0.8 from this site. (http://www.quickpwn.com/redsn0w)

- Download the redsn0w 0.8 and download your desired firmware for your Iphone too. (Latest from Apple Inc. is the 3.0.1 and it can run on any Iphone. 1G, 2G or even 3G)

- However, Dev-Team has not developed the software for the latest version. Only till 3.0. So download this file. _Beware of your Iphone type!!_ For a 2G cant use 3G 3.0 version!!

- Link for download (http://www.quickpwn.com/2009/08/jailbreak-iphone-301.html) This link also provide many useful information.

- Read the link page i provided above. All the steps you need to know is above.

The same thing goes for 2G and 3G Iphone.

Things to be aware:

-Tip: Jailbreaking Iphone of same firmware is easier.(If Iphone is 2.0 jailbreak 2.0, not 3.0 its harder) If you want to, upgrade it 1st with Itunes.

- Backup phone in Itunes on com 1st.

- Itunes must be at least V 8.0 or above.

-Get the right firmware!! 1G, 2G and 3G!!

-To downgrade, download the firmware, and in Itunes Hold "Shift" and click restore at same time. Then you can select which firmware you want to restore with.( If not will update to latest only)

- If redsn0w goes to the screen where it says "waiting for reboot" you can quickly disconnect and reconnect the Iphone cable(not tested,internet source. I did not need to do this step)

- If you have did so the step above but it still did not reboot, it might be you have mistaken your Iphone type(1G,2G & 3G) Your supplier may have lied to you for it is really quite simmilar in physical looks.

-Remember to tickbox the Cydia or Icy App and "Unlock"(for 2G Iphone) for other Iphone, See (http://www.quickpwn.com/2009/07/jailbreak-and-unlock-iphone-301.html)

- If Jailbreak fail, Iphone will be dead. But its not. Hold power button(top) and home button(bottom) for 30 sec and it will turn on again.

- Follow the steps to enter DFU mode.

- When you have succeed in entering DFU mode, your phone should

REBOOT(white screen), then

Black Screen(Loading), then

Hardrive picture with words saying "Downloading Jailbreak", then

Pineapple icon with legs running loading page.

If you have reach this step then all should be smooth. If you find any difficulties, just google your way thru. Unless you want to pay RM150 for it at Sg Wang.

-Special THANKS!-

to Dev-Team who hacked Iphone making Jailbreak and Activation a success!!

I LOVE yoU GUYS!!

How to fix your Sony Ericsson W550i

Now this is gonna be the way.

1ST: Identify if this is your problem 1st. Then only this solution will work for you.

- Unplugged phone cable without using the safely remove procedure after sync with com.

- Screen goes blank and phone does not return to startup screen where you select phone or music only mode.

- Reconnecting phone but it still does not connect to computer as a recognizable device.

If all is so then lets start. What we are gonna do is update the phone fireware. This is a possible solution.

2nd: You need to download a few stuff.

- Visit the Sony Ericsson webpage.

- Go to the support page on the main page

- Set your phone model

- After that, on the left side of the page, select "Software Downloads"

- At "update your product service" click read more and download

- Read the information and download the Update Software.

Sony Ericsson Update Service will guide you through the rest of the procedure.

Believe In YourseLF...

In this world, the 1st person you have to believe is YOURSELF. If you don't believe yourself, you will not believe in others either. Trust yourself, your instinct, your judgement, your confidence.(Except, if you really can't make right choices well yet.)

Believe in yourself in the possible. Don't believe in flying without wings of course!!

Believing in yourself is very rewarding. Espeacially when there are those who doubt you and discourage you so. When you succeed in what you believe in, you prove them wrong "Right in the Face". That feeling, is undescribable, the sense of towering trumph, the sweet honey taste of victory in proving yourself right.

Just like what i suceed in proving. TwiCE. In fixing both my phone myself. For your info, i own a 2G Iphone V 3.0 and a Sony Ericsson W550i. My w550i jamed twice in history. Once when i just bought it not long ago under one year waranty. It appears that the problem is called the W.S.D (White Screen of Death), where one fails to disconnect the phone from the computer before pulling the cable off. Resulting in the phone program crash.

It was stuck in that state for months. I din't have the kind of cash to fix it so i left it to be using my other phone. (Store price i bought from quoted me a price of RM140 to fix it.) Silly fella thought i was a stupid enough noob lying to me that the I.C(Intergrated Circuit=motherboard) is spoilt. Dude, you think im a dumb? My phone still works as the screen still lights up. Just that its a white blank. I could even charge it. Then again, it only have white screen thou. Its obvious to me it was a software problem and not a hardware one.

So, i googled the answer away on the net. Trust me, it ain't easy. Many misleading ways too! But in the end i suceed in fixing it(Problem solving on next post).

Just the same too with jailbreaking my 2G Iphone. I search the net for weeks, tried many methods, and fail. My lady even throwed in a white towel saying that i can't do it. Her mum and her mum's friend both tried and got their data in their Iphone erased instead. She called me to take it to Sg Wang instead to get it done for RM150. No kidding!! So expensive!

No way im gonna do that i told myself. I believe if they can fix my W550i in a day, if they can Jailbreak my Iphone in 30 minutes, I CAN TOO!! Why not? I just need the tools,the steps and the determination. So do you! Trust yourself!

Walla! I jailbreaked my Iphone(Jailbreaking on next post too!). Now who dare says i or you can't do something huh? If someone can, by hook or by crook, YOU caN!

Remember, YOu rocK!

You ROCK!!

YOU R-O-C-K !!!!!!!

1 Malaysia Spirit worth Reading..

Lisa Shufiyan, 24
Conservationist
(Tunku Abdul Rahman’s great granddaughter)

“Both my parents are Malay. My mum’s heritage includes Chinese, Thai and Arab, while my dad is Minangkabau. Due to my skin colour, I am often mistaken for a Chinese.

“I’m happy that I don’t have the typical Malay look but I do get annoyed when people call me Ah Moi or ask me straight up: “Are you Chinese or Malay?”

“Like, why does it matter? Before I used to answer ‘Malay’, but now I’m trying to consciously answer ‘Malaysian’ instead.

“There’s this incident from primary school that I remember till today. Someone told me that I will be called last during Judgement Day because I don’t have a Muslim name. Of course, I was scared then but now that I’m older, I realise that a name is just a name. It doesn’t define you as a good or bad person and there is definitely no such thing as a ‘Muslim’ name. You can be named Rashid and still be a Christian.

“I’ve heard of the 1Malaysia concept, but I think we don’t need to be told to be united. We’ve come such a long way that it should already be embedded in our hearts and minds that we are united. Unfortunately, you can still see racial discrimination and polarisation. There is still this ethno-centric view that the Malays are the dominant group and their rights must be protected, and non-Malays are forever the outsiders.

“For the concept to succeed, I think the Government should stop with the race politics. It’s tiring, really. We grew up with application forms asking us to tick our race. We should stop painting a negative image of the other races, stop thinking about ‘us’ and ‘them’ and focus on ‘we’, ‘our’ and ‘Malaysians’.

“No one should be made uncomfortable in their own home. A dear Chinese friend of mine said to me once: ‘I don’t feel patriotic because I am not made to feel like Malaysia is my home, and I don’t feel an affinity to China because I have never lived there’.

“I know some Baba Nyonya friends who can trace their lineage back hundreds of years. I’m a fourth generation Malaysian. If I am bumiputra, why can’t they be, too? Clearly I have issues with the term.

“I think the main reason why we still can’t achieve total unity is because of this ‘Malay Rights’ concept. I’d rather ‘Malay Rights’ be replaced by human rights. So unless we get rid of this bumiputra status, or reform our views and policies on rights, we will never achieve unity.

“For my Merdeka wish, I’d like for Malaysians to have more voice, to be respected and heard. I wish that the Government would uphold the true essence of parliamentary democracy. I wish for the people to no longer fear and discriminate against each other, to see that we are one and the same.

“I wish that Malaysia would truly live up to the tourism spin of ‘Malaysia Truly Asia’.-The Star,29th August 2009



(The information in this article is correct at time posted 12 Sep 2009, 12.27pm)
Source: http://thestar.com.my/lifestyle/story.asp?file=/2009/8/29/lifefocus/4522906&sec=lifefocus

Read about her profile at:http://aboutm3.blogspot.com/ (appears to be unactive for quite sometime thou)

Take a Look at all the "Friendly" people in your neighbourhood..

Maybe this will make a difference in Kajang..

#1

Nama :Kandasamy a/l Sadayappan
Nama Gelaran :
No. KP :650903-10-7111
Jantina :Lelaki
Bangsa :India
Tarikh lahir :03/09/1965
Alamat :173-1, Ldg Prang Besar, 43000 Kajang, Selangor
Repot No :
Kesalahan :Seksyen 302 Kanun Keseksaan (Bunuh)
Catatan :

#2

Nama :Rauf bin Kassim
Nama Gelaran :
No. KP :620124-10-5857
Jantina :Lelaki
Bangsa :Melayu
Tarikh lahir :24/01/1962
Alamat :Bt. 12 1/2, Jalan Cheras, 43000 Kajang, Selangor
Repot No :
Kesalahan :Rogol Seksyen 376 Kanun Keseksaan
Catatan :

#3

Nama :Ravichandran a/l Thangarajee
Nama Gelaran :
No. KP :691210-10-5915
Jantina :Lelaki
Bangsa :India
Tarikh lahir :10/12/1969
Alamat :Bt. 15, Jalan Reko, Kajang
Repot No :
Kesalahan :Seksyen 354 Kanun Keseksaan
Catatan :

#4

Nama :Yin Choy Pin
Nama Gelaran :
No. KP :510920-10-5674
Jantina :Perempuan
Bangsa :Cina
Tarikh lahir :20/09/1951
Alamat :No. 163, Jalan reko, 43000 Kajang, Selangor
Repot No :KAJ 2073/91
Kesalahan :Seksyen 394 Kanun Keseksaan
Catatan :

(This information is all true obtained from Laman Web Rasmi Polis Diraja Malaysia:http://www.rmp.gov.my/ at 19.52pm, 29July2009)

We young kids are all protected by veil of safety in front of your faces by our loving, protective parents. Till you experience it yourself, really, you don't know the evil that seeps in the ground where you were born and raised. You may hear a lot, doesn't mean you are prepared a lot for it. Being safe in our daily lives makes us let our guard down a lot. Even if you are aware, work, stress and daily routines just wears down ur guard after some time.

So, reALLY, take my advice..

T.I.M

T- This

I- Is

M-Malaysia

RULE #1

Don't walk A-N-Y-W-H-E-R-E at ALL where its not 2 steps away from an abundant of civilization. Not advicable even at peAK hours.

RULE #2
Don't go AnyWheRE at ALL withOuT a Car. Even nearby. It could cost you WaY! more than you could have EVER imagine......

You don't wanna feel the intense hate i had felt..Trust Me.

Earth Emissary

Earth will never be in peace.
There is always someone who does not like your leadership.
There is always clash of ideas between parties and countries.

And what follows on is protest, riots, street clashes, fights, war, havoc, cruelty, pain and death.


You see, countries don't usually have war between themselves. Excluding some countries like Somali and Korea of course, which are countries broken into two sections, mostly like North Korea and South Korea. However, in other countries fights and protest is usually clashes of inequality or rebels.

What if we can stop countries from having wars due to rising tensions?
It is a very simple theory. No other different from anti-racism theory. Anti-racism tells us that we must respect each other and treat all races as equals in terms of justice, and rights. No discrimination whatsoever. If you think about it, in most cases, people of the same race do not fight with each other. We respect each other and some-sort-of care for each other. We see our own race is the same "gang",and we as a gang care for each other.

But why cant we look beyond that? Generalize a larger category? Like we are all humans for example? We are all humans, with limbs, mind, body, and same needs. Why should we let difference of skin colour, religion, practices and SELFISHNESS divide us all? Why should countries wage war just because of misunderstandings and difference of ideas? If you say its inevitable and because of the need to prove your own point, to defend what you think is best, to have things your way; you are wrong!

We should all have an understanding. That we are all humans. You see, you think your the only one in the universe. You think you are inferior and a superior being above others. Do you really think so?? Somewhere out there, there are intelligent beings too. Maybe even alike, like us, a few galaxies away. We humans should think a bigger picture and unite as a human race!!! To have one government as head of all world leaders. To have one government that all countries abide to, as equals. A government who have no power over any countries matters, in terms of law, religion and policies, none at all in fact, IF it does not effect the whole human race negatively.

Take Example 1

Example 1:
Country A is having a dispute with country B, under one rule of the world government, they both must bring this matter up to discussion. Case will be put forward and discussed in the world parliament(Democracy). Action taken will be acted upon the solution with the highest votes. Because this dispute concerns two countries which will end in war, will cost not only citizens of both countries but side effects to the whole world itself. Oil price increase, destruction of environment, etc. Therefore, issues like this needs the empowerment of the world government.


To make this government fair, representatives must be formed from all races and countries in the world. All matters like tsunami relieve help, astronomical research and earth treats can be discussed and curbed with everyones help from all countries. For example to end the treat of Al-Qaeda, and nasty individuals or parties whose goal
is only for self gain and use inhuman violence to humankind.

This I feel is a possible solution to peace.



If you have any feedback,suggestions or enquiries please mail me at joshuatjx@hotmail.com . Feedback is much appreciated.

DaiLy Vitamin to spiCe up your life

I....procastinate you know,

you....procastinate,

we......procastinate,

we all do, in a way or the other.

I could have wrote my blogpost yesterday, or weeks ago and not keep YOU readers wondering. But i procastinate! "Nah, I'll do i tomorrow"I said to myself. The next day it happens again!!

What if i die in my sleep tomorrow? Would that not be regretful to not tell the world what i have to tell? Would that not make my last idea, joke, or thought to die with me?? Would that not make me one of the millions who have not live their daily lives to the fullest just because there is a "tomorrow"?

So tell yourself, I tell myself,

everyday in the morning:"Today is your last day on Earth."

"Im dying tomorrow, what have i still not done yet today?" before going to sleep.

and if you survive and live in the morning, tell yourself its the last day today, and finish what you have not done yesterday. End your day by doing everything you have to do.

PEaCE!!

What's NeXT?

I recently went to Sunway Pyramid to cheer on milady in the ASEAN schlorship test held at the top floor conferrence center. The event was not planned well and it took longer than it was suppose to. Many parents were waiting for their child to finish their test.

I was one of them waiting for my girl. Her mom even jokingly added that "they" are holding her daughter ransom and we are all waiting for her to be released safely. Half way thru, i had to ease myself in the washroom. Funny how the washroom was design in the comical way of female is down the stairs and male is up the stairs. Reminded me of how there use to be a IQ question which toilet is faster to reach, up or down. But why ladies is down anyway??

The Over-Efficient toilet.

Its a pretty neat toilet seriously, with so many patrons using it, yet it still look so clean. Not surprising of course with a caretaker moping every inch of the marble floor every moment. That's nice, but an auto flushing system for the loo? The one in a private room where you ease yourself? Damn man....

And to top it off, its seriously over efficient. The moment i sat down on the seat it flush itself at once. "Fine." i said. Pretty good system if the dump a patron left before was not completely flushed down. So, i continue easing myself. Here's the ironic part. Every movement i make to make myself comfortable, the loo flushes itself. I've not even started dropping my Hiroshima atom bomb yet!! And it already flush itself for the second time. Blame the motion sensor behind my back. In the duration of two minutes i was in the loo it flushed itself another two times, sometimes eventhou i stayed still. Do you know how embarrasing it is to be in that loo when other people keep hearing some particular loo flushing itself again and again every short interval? Man i tell you, i cant wait to leave...

So fine! I stood up to get a tissue.. And there it goes again! FLUSHING!! Its now the second time i smack my forehead.. IRRItaTING...

I find it so silly to have a auto-flushing loo. A loo not flushed is a character problem. People NEED to learn to flush their own loo, we do not NEED to have some knuckle-head inventing some silly auto-flush loo that make irresponsible people more lazy. 

What's neXT? A wipe-your-bottom loo? 

Then you can just sit there and let the machine wipe your bottom for you... 

Featuring

Strive around the world will be writing about the recent cases of rebels and riots in the world. Information will be about why they are fighting, what they fight for and current progress and and relevent information.

Thailand crisis :Red Shirt gang VS government

Sri Lanka civil war :Tamil Tigers Dream

Al-Qaeda :Fight for Islam?

So dear... So missed...

I hate to be busy..

I hate to lose control posting a post like "Living in my world"..

I hate that i miss my sisters so much..

I hate that Helena is so caring..

I hate that my sisters have been such a big influence to me..

I hate that i got to wait a few more weeks to meet them..

but, josh.. how about wat you love?

I love im busy so i keep my head..

I love to lose control for someone is always there to console me..

I love that i miss my sisters so much, for i really care for them..

I love that Helena is so caring(Thank You,NeNeK..XD!!)

I love that my sisters have so much influence on me, for making who i am, for making me know what i want, what suits me..

I love that the days are getting less for me to meet my sisters by the second..





Miss Ya ALL..

WhY oveR EaT? Duty to oneself and others..

ok, im slightly overweight..i barely exercise. (you dont have to emphasize on IT!~)
so i have to keep a low cal diet in my life.. i might even skip lunch or meals if i dont feel too hungry.

To yourself

Overeating is never good. Im not going to tell you how it will cause you various disease, clog your arteries and bla,bla,bla...

What im saying is overeating is bad to yourself in terms of daily life! Lets say you weigh around 80-90Kg, and you barely exercise. If you are robbed one day, there is a chance you do not know any self defense techniques, and your not exactly strong enough to overpower your opponent. Moreover, your opponent is holding a 7 inch blade. And looks pretty shaRp.. To add it on, you might even be a "CHiCKeN", and start shivering(or piss your pants). So your last option is?

RUN!!
(no Way you gonna hand in RM3,000 in your wallet rite?)
[you just got your pay!!]

AhhaH.. but you're fat and short of breath.. So you probably get to run a street,and go flat. Not a good lap run if you're on a deserted street. (Probably get an extra kick in the ass from ur opponent when he catch up with you)

So, if your fat.. At least have the ability to defend yourself,(if not your girlfriend). Or have pretty strong lungs to run the life out. How pathetic you are if you just hand him over your money just because you have no options.. ("Wat cheerish life?") The last life you will have is broke for the week, and a pretty sum lost in your savings account to patch things up for the month. (that is if you EVEN have any money in ur account..)

So you wanna be fat? Cool, just have quick toes or some skills up your sleeves. For pete's sake have the integrity to at least T-R-Y defend your honor.

FAT does not equalS to not heathly. Some people are plain fat, but you probably lose to them in a marathon match. So as long as you stay heathly and your weight does not obstruct your daily life, go on with your life. Please do something if not so,for YOUR sake.

To others

Some people are not selfish but they just dint realize things that way.
The rich, they eat only a mouthful from every dish.(filthy rich donkeys) Just like kings in the palace. And the extras go to their dogs or maybe servants. It is actually such a waste when still a large number of people still lack of food in the world.
Take water for example, just because you HaVE money, you can afford a tub bubble bath. (waste more water than a shower) Just because You C-A-N. Wherelse elsewhere people lack of clean water to Consume. To drink!! And you here bathe in a large tub, just because you can and you are lucky to be born where you are. Sure it does not make much difference to you, but water resources is depleting every year. And not just you do so, trillions of other rich people do so.

Same goes to food, dont overeat just because you can. (In fact i hate buffets) such a waste of food and tons of selfish patrons who overeat to cover the meal expenses. To eat how much they have paid for.

Selfishness..

Eat how much you NeeD..not how much you CaN.
Eating less means more for others stomach who needs food. With less demand means a chance for food resources to increase, like fish, wheat etc. So please dont over eat, eat what you can. You'll live to eat another day..









This universe contains more than YOU.

SonGS FoR THe SEaSoN..

Song not for all but only to selective ears...some will say its noisy...some say cant hear a thing except for CoNSTanT noise...

But to my ears, there are the best from hard rock, heavy metal, and industrial metal genre..(ones in blue are links)

Marilyn Manson-Heart-Shape GlasSeS


Cradle Of Filth-All songs (best ones are DarkneSS InCaRnaTe & The Death OF LoVE)


Slipknot-PsYCH0SoCiaL


Slipknot-Pulse Of The MaggotS


Disturbed-InDeSTRuCTiBLE

RoCK_ON! ! ! !

What A DRaG....*

yup, DaTs my favourite sentence this days...just about every single little thing is a real pain..from assignments to homework...
its kinda sad and discouraging when i try so hard to finish my exercise but most dont even bother to complete it.. (WHaTEVeR!!)

anyway, i recently got hooked to a japanese gravure idol name OGura Yuko.. I L0VE her cute looks. SHe iS SOooo... CuTE. When i was searching for her pictures randomly all over the net, i stumbbled upon this website.

http://cute-japan-girl.blogspot.com/?zx=5c3d2a1a73efd62e

Well what do you know.. its a gravure idol site. All idols in japan crazy by all the men in the world. (including me who likes only ogura yuko in that statement)

BUT some pictures are overly done and seductive becomes sick. Dude, i get bored looking at naked girls posing for cameras. Thats why i like ogura yuko. I like her face and cute-ness, which do not prompt me to see her bare. But i just LoVe to see her in many poses with her cute innocent look. I might add a point that she sometimes dress in beautiful stylish clothes!!
Long Live Yuko Ogura!

CoMinG SooN

WhY we sHouLD AVoiD oVeReatinG: ARGuemenT froM duty poInT oF VieW to ONESELF and OTHERS

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