i recently visited my grandad in ICU at hospital....he was very sick...his body unable to clean the toxic in his body..
i see him lying in bed...eyes closed...pulse at 72-76...not sleeping...but always in resting mode...always tired...
i see him and i wonder wat hapens in the final hour???
i cant help thinking whether all da images of our life will flash through our close lid eyes???will we in subconsious state communicate with god????talk to him???will he judge us wherether to stay or continue???at this point i would like to reasure and state dat continue living in da world is a form of suffering...if a person leaves the world it means his duty or mission is acomplished...he has serve his purpose on earth...and therefore it is his time to continue living in the upper levels of the world...a world of no dimension, no space nor time, only happiness and peace in everyones heart...
so if a person we love leaves our dimension we should pray and remember him...remember his deeds, remember his goodness, remember his principles he left for us...
sure we do weep wen we lost him...sure we do feel anguish and cheated in our hearts...but think wer he have went...wat place he hav left...he is no longer held down by his earthly body...he has RISEN...to be at GODS side...to walk with the gods...all we can do is hope he does not leave without being remembered...without the last minutes spent worthwhile...with suffering
Peace....
u will always be in my heart Grandpa...
~i love u~
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