Monday, December 8, 2008

Some ReUniOn picX of NS FRenS

The Malay frens who planed the meet. Like Committee Pose.
MiMi !!!!! XD!!!!! o.0?! Looking Flashy as always.

FRM left: NiNi , Xiao En , Me , Navin a.k.a PRM , Libby


TRying to Look like IDiOTS...(sucessful aparently)



There GoES the aLL Female Model Pose.




Tuesday, December 2, 2008

What Deviated Islamic Militias have PRoVeN

Anticlock-wise: Hotel Taj Mahal a symbol of MumBai Shimmering smoke. A train Station with blood sprawed all over after gunmen fired at public. Damage left after a bomb blast at a marKet.



Islamic Militias. Many would ask the same question about them:

"What's their Problem? Everyday bomb here bomb there. Suside here suside there."

So do I. You see, these people are lost and misleaded by idealist people like Osama Bin Laden. They deviate these people into cattle and expendable in their battle. Hiding behind a veil that they are fighting for their religion and unjust, they brainwash radical youths in joining their battle. They plant bombs everyday, kill americans every time. They cause worldwide chaos and fear. BUT, at the end of the day. DO ANYONE know why the heLL they are fighting for??
I DONT. All their acts of terror only send one clear message: THEY HATE AMERICA & BRITIAN. THEY WILL CONTINUE THEIR FIGHT UNTIL THEY ARE ALL DEAD.ISLAM COUNTRY AND YOU WILL BE SAFE.

I've read about chaos in the middle-East between SUNNI's and SHI'a. They are actually two groups of Islam Religion. Simillar to Christinity where we have Catholics and Protestants. However, due to years of discrimination of certain party by political leaders, tention arise year by year. The anger and Anguish of the discriminated party churn hatred into every corner of their hearts. Thus, when the present government of Saddam Hussien falls, people rise against each other. Discriminated party seeking blood for revenge, and Power-weilding party seeking to continue surpressing and discriminating the other party. Thus breaks the never ending social battle of Middle-East. At least in the middle-East we can learn to know why they are fighting everyday. BUT islamic militiants???? what are they fighting For?? Despite all the daring and shocking bombings that have been carried out, no one knows. Which is silly. If you are fighting for a cause, you will need support. To get support, people need to know what you are fighting for. Then more and more people will join your fight! BUT what islamic militias are doing is the opposite. They kill and hurt innocent people. If they target Americans then fine, please hurt only americans RIGHT??? why hurt the innocent by-passers in the hotels and markets? What have the Indian Community did that justify to be treated with bombs and chaos everyday outside their streets??? ISLAMIC MILITIAS have so far only PROVE me ONE point. THERE are nothing more than a virus in a computer. Forever only BRing chaos. and if they so happen to fight a HOLY war WITH a GOOD cause, they realy need to employ a PR officer for a new confrontation way and not just cause carrnage and death everywhere they go.


My IDEA OF STAMPING islamic militias out:
Islamic militias fight like Communist in Malaysia, what different is they are now having a global Network around the world unlike communist in malaysia which operate inter-state only.
Like communist they are functioning like underground rebel forces. Similar to communist, they need support and a strong party to support them behind the lines. To stamp them out countries have work together to capture all Islamic militias key leaders and their members. It is a reasonable way to curb the problem but not effective enough. Take terrorist as houseflies for example. To kill the whole population, you try to kill all the adult flies. Do you know how fast flies multiply? At the rate even with full force hunting down all flies, the emerging of new flies is even faster than the rate of killing of adult flies!! To stamp out a problem, we have to stamp out the SOURCE. Imagin we fail to kill all flies even with everyones help, what more of terrorist that only a handfull of its key leaders is caught every month!!! And that is also an overezzageration for intruth only a handfull is caught every year!! What we have to do is to stamp out the source where terrorist leaders influence youths to their propaganda of HOLY JIHAD. Stamp out Sites where they train members to make bombs, and fire weapons. We have to kill the roots where terrorist input hatred and brainwash their members to carry out killings without any emotion and pity. IN GENERAL, what everyone should do is to discourage support to terrorist parties and crack down on terrorist training camps. Simmilar to the plan used in malaya, the government give better facillities to local chinese and relocate them to new areas to isolate them from communist propaganda. This is what every government should do and what most importantly america must do! Every country should be on the look out and monitor such activities. By killing the source, its only a matter of time the whole terrorist organisation will crumble and distinguish itself. I've heard of many reports of captured or killed terrorist leaders and members, but none at all about closing down on terrorist training camps. Its time to change the battle plan to an effective one, for the present plan have prove to be fruitless indeed.





Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Original Comments from Somali girl Stoning Case in Mail Online...

Many comments has been posted about this terrible heart-sickening case...but we all have read about the case and send our blessing to the victim and her family.
in this post,i will put forward all the horrific points that have happened and comment about COMMENTS posted by various people about this topic...

Now about the case itself...

i almost teared when i read this particular section of the article:

David Copeman, Amnesty's Somalia campaigner, said: 'This was not justice, nor was it an execution. This child suffered an horrendous death at the behest of the armed opposition groups who currently control Kismayu.

'This killing is yet another human rights abuse committed by the combatants in Somalia and again demonstrates the importance of international action to investigate and document such abuses, through an international commission of inquiry.'

Amnesty said partway through the stoning nurses checked whether Aisha was still alive. They pulled her body out of the ground to ascertain she was still breathing before the stoning continued.

not only she was wrongly accused of adultery, she was the only person who suffer the punishment instead of both the accused who "so called" commited adultery. If you accuse a man and a woman for adultery then both should be punished! So WHY is it only the girl gets Stoned?? it is very obvious the authorities do not even intend to help her in the 1st place!! AND THE WORST IS, if you stone someone to death, you could at least let the punishment be over quick. The stoners could at least for pete's sake get a damn big stone and stone her quickly to death. Its already suffering to be stoned and it should not be prolonged!! In fact,Stoning is such a cruel Punishment In the 1ST place!! They stone her, and halfway thru they stop to check whether she is dead a not. When she is not, they continue to stone her!! WTF?? Take the punishment shot to death as an example. Shot to death also the executioners will shoot the head and kill the accuse instantly. You do not shoot all the toes 1st, then shoot all the fingers, shoot all the arms and legs then only you shoot his head killing the accuse right?? Because that is SADISTIC torture and Kill in the end! its not DEATH penalty!!! Electricution another example, lets say electricution takes 12 sec the whole process. You dont electricute the accuse for 6 seconds and check whether the subject is dead! If the subject is not, you continue another 6 seconds?? One should just electricute the subject for 12 seconds and get over with it!! These people, the authorities in particular are torturing her for trying to seek justice, they want people to shut up and act nothing has happened if they are raped or treated unfairly. So the rapist can continue raping all they like!!!! Looters, theives and murders can continue their inhumane act!!!! It is such a horrific incident which still happens commonly in third-world countries.


CoMMEnts on CoMMents...(wrong perceptions and critics)

This is one of the reasons we should fight to maintain our Christian society.
- Dab, Cambs, England, 28/10/2008 22:44
This is a racist statement. Christian socity is not above all race and religion. All religions are equal and promote peace and equality(subjected to Mainstream religions and not cults). Islam is not an evil religion,but like all religion its controlled by humans. Humans manipulate the religion to their own purpose and desire. Causing jihad term to be misunderstand and all context of holy Quran to be marked as evil, tainted by their inhuman deed.

...Go on,ReaD it..anD FReaK OuT...

Somali girl 'pleaded for mercy' before Islamists stoned her to death for being raped

By David WilliamsLast updated at 8:00 AM on 05th November 2008

A girl of 13 begged for mercy moments before a mob buried her up to her shoulders and stoned her to death, it was claimed yesterday.

The Somalian youngster is said to have pleaded 'Don't kill me, don't kill me' before her horrific execution in front of a 1,000-strong crowd.

A boy is thought to have been shot dead amid the appalling scenes inside a football stadium in Kismayu, a rebel-held port.

According to Amnesty International, the girl was 13 and had been raped by three men.
Officials say she was 23 and had confessed adultery before an Islamic court.
The stoning, which took place on October 28, is the first public killing in war-torn Somalia for two years.

Convicting a girl of 13 for adultery would be illegal under sharia law but the authorities said she had lied about her age. Print and radio journalists who were allowed to attend the execution put her age at 23.

Amnesty and Unicef, the UN children's agency, said that the girl, identified as Aisha Ibrahim Duhulow, was raped while travelling to see a relative in Mogadishu, the Somalian capital.
Her family is said to have tried to report the crime to the militia who control Kismayu, only for Aisha to be arrested and accused of adultery. None of the men she accused of rape was detained.
David Copeman, Amnesty's Somalia campaigner, said: 'This was not justice, nor was it an execution. This child suffered an horrendous death at the behest of the armed opposition groups who currently control Kismayu.

'This killing is yet another human rights abuse committed by the combatants in Somalia and again demonstrates the importance of international action to investigate and document such abuses, through an international commission of inquiry.'

Amnesty said partway through the stoning nurses checked whether Aisha was still alive. They pulled her body out of the ground to ascertain she was still breathing before the stoning continued.

A Unicef statement said: 'She sought protection from the authorities, who then accused her of adultery and sentenced her to death.

'A child was victimised twice - first by the perpetrators of the rape and then by those responsible for administering justice.'

The agency said the incident highlighted the vulnerability of girls and women in Somalia, which has suffered civil conflict for the past 17 years.
In the latest cycle, Islamist rebels are fighting the government and their backers in the Ethiopian military.

A witness told the BBC the woman had begged for her life and had been crying as she was forced into the hole in the ground.

He said the girl had asked the Islamic administration in Kismayo: 'What do you want from me?'

They replied : 'We will do what Allah has instructed us.'

She said: 'I'm not going, I'm not going. Don't kill me, don't kill me.'

The witness added: 'A few minutes later more than 50 men tried to stone her.'

He said no one tried to stop the Islamist officials, who were armed.


Original article from:
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/worldnews/article-1081214/Somali-girl-pleaded-mercy-Islamists-stoned-death-raped.html?ITO=1490

Sunday, November 2, 2008

TaZmaNiaN's SonG SeLeCtion

When :

im in love: Westlife-Unbreakable , Armor of sleep-Kind of perfect

with my girlfriend: S.H.E-Ni Zhui Zing Hai How Ma , Westlife-Like a Rose

Just want to scream: Breaking Benjamin-Diary of Jane , Slipknot-Pulse of the Maggots , Breaking Benjamin-You

dancing to trance: Showtek-Colours of the Harder Style , Aint no Harder Style , Fuck the System , Plasma-Euro Trance

Heart-pumping soundtracks: Prodigy-Firestarter , Ferry Corsten-Brain Box , Paul Oakenfold-Dreadrock , Planet Rock , Jem-Ultraviolet , Initial D-AE 86 , Initial D-North Star Champion , Rage Against the Machines-Sleep Now In The Fire

Dont want to continue fighting with gf: Westlife-I dont wanna fight no more

farewell: Vitamin C - Friends Forever , Emili-Big Big Girl

Flirting: Gym Class Heros-Cookie Jar

Being confested upon by a crush: Marie Digby-Say it Again

break off with a confused gf/bf: Katy Perry-Hot N' Cold

just broke off with a bf/gf: Guang Liang-Mei Mei , Robyn-Be Mine

Trying to seduce(ladies only): Lil' Wayne-Lolipop

Missing Someone(rap style):Fort Minor-Where You go
(song) : Bon Jovi-You Wana Make a Memory , Westlife-I Miss You , Backstreet Boys-I still , Crawling Back to You,

Feeling Sentimental after a Breakup: Whitney Houston-I Will Always Love You , Lifehouse-Everything, Celine Dion-My Heart Will Go On

Depressed after Breakup: Bonnie Tyler-Total Eclipse Of the Heart

Feeling Dominion: Cartoon Boyfriend-My Town , Dj. Kaled & Akon-We Taking Over , Simple Plan-When Im Gone

Party Time! :Rihanna-Please dont stop the music, Benny Benassi-Satisfaction

Feeling Good: Grits-Ooh ahh , Goldfrapp-Ooh La La

Piano tunes: Beethoven-Canon In D , Spring Waltz-Only Love , Teardrop Waltz , Unknown-My Memory

Harmony Tunes: Ayumi Hamasaki-M

Saturday, November 1, 2008

QuoteS of the daY

"A mind without an aim, is a mind without a soul."


"Every soul hangs on someone close for strength, even those who believe and trust only himself have to hang on to God for strength. For a soul without a pillar of strength, is a broken mind, waiting to crack, threaten to crumble out of existance any moment."


"Everyone can fail us, but we must never fail others. For if we fail others, we are equilvelent to everyone who fail us."


"Death is a coward's attempt to escape judgement and pain, for judgement and pain will follow one even to the afterlife."


"To love ourself is human, to love every being is divinity."


"God can never be seen or felt with the 5 human senses, for something unable to feel and touch, yet felt in out hearts, is prove of the divinity and sacredity of God and His power."

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Two New Forged Swords

a sword of aero element perfectly crafted with imitations of claws and wings alike; fit only for a worthy wielder. Created originaly by taZmaNiaN. (taken with a U700 Samsung of 3.2MeGaPixel)
is a heavy blade of mystery and of equal beauty. its engravement of tribal on the sword is said to be an enchantment of vampire thirst. The sword thirst for blood, thirst to bath in blood. If in contact with blood, the sword's enchantment will be activated. The enchantment causes the sword to be extreamly light and agile. Grants the bearer inhuman strength and immortality. But curse to live as a vampire forever. Vampires can only be destroyed by nailing a stake through its heart. The blade is sworn to walk with its owner forever even if the owner does not want it. Till its original owner is dead and it seeks a new human to morph into a vampire to walk the earth again. Created originally by TaZmaNiaN. (taken with a W810i Sony Ericsson of 2.0MeGaPixel)
besides admiring the sword, compare the clarity of both pic. Da clarity of U700 is amazing. Both are not zoomed pictures. taken with zoom 0%.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Ethical Egoism

Ethical egoism is a doctrine that it is one and one’s own duty to act for ourself. It is a normative theory about how humans should behave. Ethical egoism supports selfishness; however it does not mean that we should not help others. In fact, if our interest contradicts with others and by helping others we will obtain a long term advantage then ethical egoism states that we should do so. In Introduction to philosophy, Louis (2004) wrote, “It may very well be that in many instance your interest coincides with the interest of others, so that in helping yourself will be aiding others indirectly. Ethical Egoism does not forbid such actions.” Ethical Egoism endorses we should always and only act base on our own interest for the long run. Whether it will benefit other parties is not important, but most importantly we protect our own interest. Many parties refute that Ethical Egoism cannot be tolerated as it promotes one to be selfish, without the slight consideration for the welfare of others. Supporters of Ethical Egoism put forward three main points in favor of this doctrine.

One, we are familiar with our own needs and suited well to pursue what we need. The need of one may not be the need of the other. We are not build to pursue and provide the need of others. If we insist, we might be doing more harm than good.
Two, looking our for others is not an act welcome by all. People may feel we are intruding their privacy and demand that we mind our own business.
Three, by carrying out “charity” on someone, we are exclaiming that they are unable to fend for themselves robbing them of their self-dignity and respect. Furthermore, providing aid may cause recipients to be dependent and over-reliant.

The arguments are however subjected to many weak points, over turning the odds. Yes, we are not well-suited to other peoples needs, but we are clear of the simple basic needs of every human, example: food, shelter, and medical needs. These are the basic needs we could provide to the poor and needy. We could provide them food and teach them how to plant and cultivate their own. However if they are lazy and refuse to do so, we cannot continue to help them. There are people in the Third World countries struggling to acquire clean and uncontaminated water. It would be the least we could do to provide them the technology to drill a well and build piping frameworks to villages far from water sources. Occasionally, they are some determined individuals who are highly-motivated to work their own salvation. It is true that we would be intruding their privacy by helping them. However, doing charity does not mean that we force people in such cases to accept our generosity. In fact, people with high self-determination need no help. The determination in their hearts alone is a wealth and never ending generating force to success. It would be wise to move on to other individuals who would profit more from our charity.

James, the author of The elements of Moral Philosophy, suggest three approach if one believes in this doctrine.
(a) We ought to do whatever will promote the best interest of everyone alike.
(b) The interest of everyone will best be promoted if each of us adopts the policy of pursuing our own interest exclusively.
(c) Therefore, each of us should adopt the policy of pursuing our own interest exclusively.

James(2004), believe that if we accept this approach then it will seem that we are not ethical egoist at all, even thou we may still end up acting like an egoist. However it is the ultimate principle that we are doing so because it is what we think is best for everyone and we are not doing what we think is best for ourself.

A different reasoning would be obtained by using another approach. Ethical egoism can be viewed as a revisionist moral philosophy, and be approached by common sense morality. Viewing it less radically, let us assume that in order for others to be obligated to us we have to be obligated to them. Take killing or any form of harm to others for example, if we harm others it contributes a higher possibility for the victim to do the same onto us. Therefore, it would be to our own interest to not harm others for it would not give others a reason to harm us. Similarly, if we make promises to others we should keep them, for by doing our duty to others, others will be oblige to do their duty of keeping promises to us the same. Thomas Hobbes, suggest that this view leads nothing less to the Golden Rule: “we should not do unto others if we do not want others to do unto us” vice versa, “we should do unto others if we want others to do unto us the same”. Regretfully, this particular reasoning cannot validate and conclude Ethical Egoism as an acceptable theory, for it is only applicable in these confined cases.

Kurt Baier, in his book The Moral Point of View (1958), argues that Ethical Egoism cannot be right for it cannot provide solutions for cases where conflict of interest occurs. Baier argues with his example:

Let K and L be candidates running for presidency, and it would only
be to either ones interest to be elected. It would then be in the interest
of K if L would be elected. It would be also in the interest of L if K
would be elected. If K would resort to liquidating L to protect his interest,
and L knowing that K is attempting to liquidate him would protect his interest
too by foiling K’s plan. It would be wrong for both K and L to not do their
duty by stopping each other.

It is ridiculous to apply the conception of Ethical Egoism in this case, for an adequate morality must provide solutions to cases where conflict of interest happens. However, if we heed the Ethical egoism doctrine it would be a race to eradicate either party, and it would be in other words a race of surviving the run for presidency.

Another example that discards Ethical Egoism is not acceptable as suggested by Baier :

If L prevents K from liquidating him, his act is both wrong and not wrong,
Wrong, because he is preventing K from doing his duty. Right, because he
is acting in terms of defending his own interest and duty.

So is it right or wrong? Is Ethical egoism acceptable or unacceptable? It cannot be acceptable if it is self-contradictory, for no theory can be self-contradictory. It would not be logical if an act would be both wrong and right at the same time, for it will cause us to be unable to decide a right decision.
The final argument refuting the Ethical Egoism doctrine is its arbitrary nature. To understand its relation, let’s take racism as an example. Racism is an arbitrary morality value. It involves dividing people into two groups according to race; base on humans’ interest in one race more than other race. The obvious result would be a better treatment for one race and the discrimination of the other. Anti-Semitism works the same way, and so do nationalism. On what circumstances should we treat others differently? The general principle is namely: We can justify treating people differently only if we can show that there is factual difference between them that is relevant to justifying the difference in treatment. In the past, white people would say that black people are stupid, lack in ambition, and lowly educated. So they resort to treating them differently and discriminate against them. But is there really significance difference between black people and the white people? Excluding the skin color, culture, and features, there are really no difference between black people and white people. We cannot justify a different treatment on the base that they are lowly educated, stupid or low in ambition. If we treat them differently because so, we are taking advantage of their weakness; we are taking advantage of them because they are not educated; we are taking advantage of them because of their inability to fight back. We can only treat a person differently if they are spastic. Even so we should treat them with kindness by helping them in their daily lives. Leading a blind man across the road is one of the examples that we can treat people differently, for if we treat him as a normal person the blind man will find it very difficult to cross the road by himself. Ethical Egoism is a moral theory of the same kind. It divides people into two groups, oneself in a group, and others in the other. According to the doctrine, we should act in our own interest. Other parties’ interest comes in the second position and only in cases where we too obtain interest for the long run by acting in their interest. But are we different than the others? Are we different from the others till it is justified and only fair for us to treat them differently? Are we more important in the world? Are we so important till the extent where our interest should be the only priority? Do we have super-human abilities that cause us to be special and our interest subjected to be first? Are other humans’ lower- intelligence species like animals compare to ourself so their interest is not important? Unable to separate the difference and distinction between us and others, we cannot treat others differently. Therefore Ethical Egoism is an unacceptable moral theory for it is an arbitrary doctrine that favors oneself to other humankind.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

a Case StuDy:should we buy from drug addicts? (Continued)

Last week i attended my moral studies class and my teacher told us of a story.
I'll relate the story to you. She told that when she was young,around age of 5-6, she was in pasar malam one night. As she was walking, she was confronted by a skinny man with sunken cheek bones. he was dressed in tatered and filty clothes. He confronted with a basket of tisues. In her mind, it flashed into her mind that there is a beggar in front of her hoping she would buy one. As she was still young at that time, she took pity and bought one from him.When she returned home she related the incident to her mom, hoping to be praised for her good geed. However, her mom later revealed that she had bought the packet of tisue from a drug addict! Her pure act of charity turns out to be an indirectly funding his addiction! She said since that incident she never do charity if the person looks like a drug addict.

Now let us ponder for a moment, yes, even thou buying the tisue from the man is indirectly funding his drug addiction, try to view it in a more long-term and deeper point of view. If we so happen to not buy the RM2 tisue from him, and e3verybody does the same, he would be left with even less money than he had started.

Now,let us set it aside and put ourself in his position. Surely if we are in his position we would not sort to selling tissues as our first job! We would have try to apply for a job as a lorry driver or even work in a relative's company or something. For selling tissues is degrading and and a humilliating job to do. It would surely be the last we would resort to for money. Which is what this drug addict would do too. Im 70% sure he have put his heart and determination to find a respectable job and tried to end his addiction. But to end a drug addiction is not easy. Many victims of drug have return to drugs after leaving the drug rehabilation center. Furthermore, the longer the addiction, the stronger the addiction!

So what i want to pin point is, if we do not buy from him a tissue; a mear RM2 so that he can support himself, he will get desparate. When he gets desparate, what will he do? He will be forced to rob, steal, snatch!! Which is what many drug addicts do to get money for his addiction. A man driven to a dead end, suffering from constant addiction, will surely resort to committing crime for money. His suffering surely would not cause him to surrender himself to a rehab, for he fears isolation from the socity. He cannot bear to return home, to his friends and family alike, for in their eyes, he is nothing more than a burden and rubbish in the socity. Buying that packet of tissue could be the last thing we, the socity could do for him to keep a little self-integrity that he obtain money the legal way without hurting anyone.

Finally, i say if we happen to met one who sells something simillar to this drug addict case, we should buy it if its a reasonable price.

Monday, October 13, 2008

cANT EmBrace eNougH of Hot AsiaNS?


if you are one Who J-U-S-T cant admire and fantasize enough of HoT GirLS of ASia.
visit http://beautifulasianwomen.blogspot.com/

there is a blogger dedicating her blog about it!
TheY are women nick named gravure idol, in other words women who pose seductively and sexily in bikini or lingerie. They work as models in Men mag in other words. However, they do not pose nude or act in pornographic shows.
The Dead desires of men openS job opportunities for them. And remember,i post this post for all to admire and embrace their beauTY,not take advantage of them.
>_< Peace!

Sunday, October 12, 2008

SW@RD FaNtaSy

the best of THE Best. named ReD Edge,its a terrifying large unique sword.its heavy weight and unmatchable sharpness of the blade to pierce armors cause it to be only able to weild by a worthy warrior. due to its sharpness and weight, its meant to smash enemies off their guard and feet ending the battle with a sharp stab of its end to the heart.
an amazing sword of deep-sea fish theme.the deep dark spot is the eyes if you realize. and the long sharp spines is the teeth.just like stargazer fish in the ocean.


original idea of GOD OF WAR 2, The Blade Of Olympus.it not a direct replica.but something simillar.


a short dagger,bird icon. the bird is design to carry simillarity to egyption bird statues.

a replica of Frostmorne in Warcraft. a deadly blade weild by LorD of Avenus. said to be a cursed blade which have a frost attack upon enemies.unfortunatly,i was not succesful in replicating its original design.


a most recent sketched blade. it has a jagged end to hook onto enemies sword and disarm the enemy. this blade is more of a blade to defend and disarm an enemy,as it is not suitable for stabbing due to the jagged end.it is also not suitable for slicing,it has a straight structure and will not deal a blow powerful enough.netherless,a sword of worth design.


Double-edge weild by Pit Lord of Warcraft.its a very large spear and considerably hard to master.


just another sword,i like the design of the handle very much. however,unfortunatly,ran out of inspiration wen i was designing the blade.which cause it to lose certain appeal with a common blade and taz word on it.


an over-explosion of idea.i originally wanted to design a blade of three different wing design on it.the highest design turn out promising but the other two wing design and the blade design is done poorly. disappointed.


this is the later version of a japanese blade.Version 2.i find japanese blade amazing difficult to sketch even thou its design is simple.the blade is not entirely straight,and due to the slight curve and my weakness in drawing two curve lines parallel distance from each other at all times.the shading to show the sharpness and metalic feel of the blade is extreamly difficult too. never sketched another jap-blade ever again.


a failed sketch to mimic the sword of Final Fantasy VII of Cloud. Disasterous.


a sea-spine theme,this dagger is coined the assasin blade. its a blade were one sneeks upon the target and slit the throat or deal a lethal stab right to the heart.not much of war combat blade.


Version 1 jap-blade. humilliating, it was too long and too straight.


a comdination of Dante,in Devil May Cry 3 and X-men icon. too simple to me.could have been better.




one of the blades in Final Fantasy VII used by Cloud.

An interesting fact of life:Psychological egoism(revised edition)

Psychological originated from the Greek word psyche, meaning soul or mind of humans. On the other hand, ology means the “study of”. The word egoism is base on the Greek word ego for “I”. Hence, Psychological egoism is the study of human mind related to one-self. Psychological egoism is the name given for the theory of descriptive egoist. Psychological egoism is a descriptive theory resulting from observations from human behavior. As such, it can only be a true empirical theory if there are no exceptions. In science, a purported law only needs one disconfirming instance to disprove it. According to Victor Reppert (1989), he points out that psychological egoism is a descriptive theory and not a normative theory. Victor (1989) explained that it’s a theory of what we humans ‘actually’ do, and not a theory of what we ‘should’ do. Further more, Victor (1989) claims that there are two psychological egoism theories. One, strong psychological egoism is the view that humans indeed act base on selfishness to benefit one-self even thou humans disguise their motivation with reference of duty and in the name of helping others. Second, weak psychological egoism is the view that humans often, but not always, act out of selfishness for one-self. In The Leviathan, by Hobbes (1660), it put forward that “No man giveth but with intention of good to himself; because gift is voluntary; and of all voluntary acts the object to every man is his own pleasure." Hobbes (1660) asserts that human always, in one way or another, act wholly according to human nature being self-centered and self-motivated. However, opponents argue that psychological egoism renders ethics useless. If human always and only act selfishly for one’s own welfare, there is no purpose of the existence of ethics, since being selfish is a natural human nature. Critics often argue that an act of altruism for example, giving a poor stranger some money, or, a soldier’s act of throwing himself on a grenade to save his platoon is not necessary an act of selfishness. However, it is refuted that altruistic behavior is indeed not an act of selfishness but altruistic behavior arouse the desire of self-satisfaction. The natural acquirement of self-satisfaction is regarded as a by-product of altruistic behavior. A parent making several sacrifices for his/her children, in return, the achievement obtain by the children arose the parent’s sense of proud and honor. In other words, parents obtain a natural self-satisfaction base on the excellent achievement of their children. This parental act is committed without any conscious and intention of selfishness, but regardless is unable to quadrant off that the act is not self-motivated in order to obtain self-satisfaction of one’s own interest. Moreover, we cannot categorize the satisfaction of buying a new car, the satisfaction of marriage or even the satisfaction of having mountains of money as the same satisfaction we obtain from altruistic behavior. Thus, it is not an act of selfishness. However, it still supports the theory of psychological egoism that humans do naturally act base on self-interest. This idea is supported by James (1941), “The good feelings are a by-product; they are not what we are really after. Thus, having those feelings is not a mark of selfishness.” In a similar situation of Mother Teresa’s case, the nun who spent her life working among the poor in Calcutta is often cited as a perfect example of unselfishness. But of course, Mother Teresa believes in being hand-somely rewarded in her afterlife in heaven. It would explain her self-sacrificing behavior throughout her life. At this point, psychological egoism’s validity turns on examining and analyzing moral motivation, the desire of a more meaningful and significant life, desire of public recognition, feeling of personal satisfaction and the believe of heavenly reward. However, since motivation of such is fully private and only personally mind-accessible and inaccessible to others, the theory shifts from a theoretical description of human nature to an assumption about the inner workings of human nature as whole, therefore it becomes a “closed theory”. A closed theory is a theory that rejects competing theories on its own terms and is non-verifiable and non-falsifiable. Gregory Kavka (1986) pg 64-80 calls the act of altruistic behavior as “predominant egoism:” we act unselfishly only rarely and then typically where the sacrifice is small and the welfare to others is large or where those benefiting are friends, family, or favorite causes. It is also categorized into two cases: Charity and pity. Firstly, charity is the most general term that is used to describe the “act of concern” for others around us. Secondly, pity is the feeling of sympathy to those that are in need, reminded by our self that in the future we may share the same misfortune, and in their position, we too hope that someone will help us.

Almost everyone will act against their short-term self-interest in order to obtain a greater long-term self interest. Students will stay up all night to get a term paper done even though the short-term effects are disadvantageous of example, loss of sleep, lack of attention in class, and disadvantageous effects on health. This is a very solid example of the psychological egoism theory. Even thou one may have acted selflessly, but one is still doing so in order to obtain a long-term self-interest. Confusion arises between the difference of selfishness and self-interest. When one visits a doctor due to poor health reason, it is an act of self-interest. It would be silly to accuse the person being selfish! Selfish is in the case where the interest of others are ignored, when it should not be ignored. Another example is when one takes a considerable amount of food for her/himself it would be of self-interest, but it would be selfish if one hordes mountains of food when others have not had their fair share.

Several voices pointed out one main error of the psychological egoism theory. As the theory is in other words, a hypothesis in an experiment, and is considered irrefutable by many intelligent people of the moral philosophy field, it is reassuming the role of controlling assumption: Once a hypothesis is accepted, everything can be interpreted to support it. The hypothesis of psychological egoism is faulty because it is untestable. Take the hypothesis that all swans are white for example. So, one can go around the world looking for a swan blue of red in colour to prove the hypothesis wrong. We can imagine how it will be if swans are blue and red in colour, although we cannot prove it true, because there is no swan in blue or red. In this case, we can strongly conclude that swans are white in colour. The theory is faulty because of this error, if we cannot imagine what an unselfish and non self-interest act would be like, we cannot investigate and try to prove it wrong. It is therefore an empty theory. It can only be concluded that humans naturally obey the theory of psychological egoism. Obeying it as the Law of Psychological egoism.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

what if...........we know when we will DIE?

i would say intresting.....of course it has its pro's and con's thou....the intresting thing is if we know when we are going to pass to the next world,we would be very appriciative of everything and everyone around us...we would be very honoured the thankful they have existed in our life and played a role in our lives. In other words, we would learn to treasure those whom have show endless care and love in our journey of life. That would be very enriching and fulfilling in life indeed.

however, opposingly, one may fall from grace and despair deeply if one have know their time of death. They maybe unable to accept the fact, and enrage their anger on others. They may whine its meaningless to continue living, meaningless to eat and enjoy,meaningless to live.

silly indeed,
a) all life will end, time is the only difference. one's earthly body will have to return to earth sooner or later.
b)"leaving" earth means we have fulfill our purpose , and we are enlightned. Death is the end of all suffering and hunger brought by our earthly body.
c)its because we know when is our death,we should make every moment count,every second cherrished. Not the opposite.

it may be unbeliveable,but even i doubt to aquire the knowledge of my own time of death. but i do not worry about death itself. I worry leaving this world without accomplishing my purpose,without making a better change to the world. I am willing to return to God anytime without hesitation. Which i belive he will recall my soul , when im ready and accomplished a purpose.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

SeASoNs oF Love






love came like spring , blossom red , sprouting greenery , beauty which can only be captured in pictures to last thru the century.




summer heat , flarring scorching lovely sun , spikes my senses of every emotion , taned with lovely sunshine.


summer was short , everything slowed down , creeping at its own relaxing pace , pieces of love fall of one by one , gently with the flow of time and breeze , with the flow of the wind , preparing to slumber for the long winter.
winter cold , chill thru my bones , emotions turn icy cold , crystalize heart , flamming spirit of heat , dug in earth and soil , i find comfort and warmth , time will past , and i belive , summer will come again.....

Friday, September 5, 2008

ALL HaiL tHE BeAuTy QuEEn_S


i USe to haIL cecilia as EaRTHly TiFa,simpliy like tifa,gentle but at times kick-ass...all her chinese drama movies rock,she look so beautiful and feminine.its like wow,a touch of her smooth skin is milky,glossy and warm(opss....darliN' better not be reaDinG this)...till cecilia was recently xposed in a SCandle...nastY...trust me,not the best of images..
so anyway,an xposed one cant continue to reign as an angel like tifa RITE??so i stumbled upon this neW GiRL ,from china...

CrYStaL LiU Yi FeI

New face on The BLOcK!!!! i was immediately stunned...this girl roCKes i told myself...at an age of only 18 This Year(i think so,dun remember)..she is already co-stars with Giant moVie STaRS...surely one talented lady...
GIVE IT UP FOR OUR NEW STAR OF EARTH,crystal liu yi feI...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

our Search continues tosearch for others and HiGhLiGhT it to the world,nex to my DaRLiN' of Course!!!

when i die i want to...


a)leave all my works and philosophy to my children.might even publish it into a book for the next generation.

b)donate my whole body.skin,organs,all for the name of science.hope no one revives me like frankenstine.

c)creamation and burial dont work for me.creamation more like buring in hell.burial mare like left on earth to rot.no WAY,i wont rot like the dead.my works and what i preach will not be rot away.

d)leave a big framed picture like olden days in a reading room.just like classic times.where all our encestors will leave one in the room.so that none of them will be forgotten.

e)i have already found my love,now all that is left is my works.to make a mark in the pages of history.i will not go down without a fight,without making the world know who i am.i will not go without leaving a "treasure" to human kind.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

nATURE CHaOS III : tHE ReTuRn of itS WaRtH

yesterday was amazing....at LeAST for ME....

let me tell u what happen...KAjANG was flOODed !!!!! and ThE BeST part is Da RiVERS oVeRFloW!!!!!! it maybe old storY for kaJANG Folks....
if u ASk me wat i have to say....all i can say WE aRe paYING back foR DeSTRoYinG our River...(NoW CaLL PaRiT BeSaR)...

SORy to those innOCENt shopoWNeRs thou...

BuT IT JusT X_CiTeS me to see all the sand,soil,bRanCHeS A_L_L o_VeR.....i juST R_OCKS dude...to see nature wrecking H_aVoC.....

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

WHO determines and who ARE you to determine wherether a living thing live or DIE

last year i had an eye opener in KL...i was attending extra tuition in KL Sentral at Kasturi..after my study,i so happen to be in a middle of hunting spree...

Do you know dat in KL the MPKJ shoots crows in the town center??
Yup,its true...i was caught in the middle of it...10 guys wearing MPKJ vest armed with 12 gauge shotguns were shooting flocks of crows over head who hapen to flew by...surprisingly,i never realised there were so many crows till the autorities dont even have to pause for a passing crow to be shot at...it was an eye opening day for me to witness a real 12 gauge shotgun for a gun maniac like me...let alone experience the sound of the shots itself is realy rare in Malaysia where firearms are rare to common people...

but enough of my petty rabbles...i am here to ask you and request that you reflect this : " who are you to shoot,KILL,a crow who survive and multiply overexcessively in a land where food (rubbish) is ample? "
who are you to judge the crow ? who are you to say :"you crow,are thereby guilty of overmultiplying till its a disgrace to this place,named KL.no bail and lawyer is allowed to defend your right.you are found to be guilty of over producing off-spring and thereby sentence to death to be shot unawared in midflight."

what do you think???the crow deserve to die???
a crow is just another living thing created by god to keep the balance of the world.For every living being plays its own ecological role.Therefore humans,homo sapiens play the role of "DeSTRoyeR".Why??

Why not??we humans pollute the earth.Yes,there are party who works very hard,who works their whole life to maintain and preserve The Earth..but these efforts are not enough.If it is enough,the glaciers in the North pole will not be melting every passing moment,temperature of Earth will not be increasing every year!!!
Besides that,if we our preserving work is effective,we would not have pollution and strewn rubbish everywhere till it become a paradise of crows?Till the Crows can have ample of food and multiply rapidly?

Amazingly we self appoint the post of "JudgeMaSTeR" playing our role of "DeSTRoyeR", fulfill our responsibillities by killing crows that over reproduce due to over excessive of food "donated" genorously by? h-u-m-a-n-s themself...
i personally feel its such a disturbing thought...what if____one day we destroy,pollute,contaminate the Earth too much and the vultures decide its time to pack us all up and reduce the human population?So The Vultures pick on humans and eat them.
Tell me what do you think?
I mean its fair right?
humans found resources..humans use resources..humans pollute earth and strip earth of resources...vultures are not happy with rapid human reproduction and loss of earth's resources...vulteres eat humans...

F A I R rite?

like we did...
crows eat resources that we provide...crows happy and reproduce...overpopulated and overcrowding KL...humans not happy...humans kill crows...

same case,different senario...1 BIG INTRESTING idea...

so? solution?
solution is humans should reduce pollution and watch our throwing habits.Be more aware of the impact our rubbish do to earth!Simillary do something that solves a problem at the root.Not shave of the leaves but leave the tree standing..

ponder about it a moment..the idea of this paragraph..and spread the idea..PeaCe! >_<

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

all da FiaSCo....

i wana highlight da recent case of UITM.....its a case wer a minister made a proposal to giv 10 percent student quota to non-malays....da respond was castroprofic(is it wrong spelling?)...malays bantah like its a take over of their rites...

cum on.....education.....malaysians....even in education we wan to inbead racial isues....*yawns*

BORING!!!!!!!!!!

GROW uP PeoPlE !!!!!!

i feel wat should be done is all universities,colleges and watever education joint should be open to all...even if its a chinese uni,an islam uni....let knowledge be spread without borders and control of men...if they wan to study and have da needed qualifications....LET THEM STUDY!!!!!!wat they gain is da future and prosperity of the country...da world

so??....let there be free for all...but to be fair,v put a quota acording to percentage of race population...if malay gt 70% in malaysia so reserve 70% for them!!!but onli if the 70% are da best results and over the qualifications required...if chinese 20% so 20% reserve quota will it be!!!!same goes to indians and foreign blooded malaysians!!!!then its a fair deal...

let us not forget the main idea of education....wat we want is scholars,da BRAINS,da inovative minds,da potential ones.....and not wich important race

revolution people,revolution of perspective and ideas...time to see a new world
spread da word....thx...and Peace people >_<

Friday, August 8, 2008

disappointment with the weakness of men

men were created imperfect...i told dat to my love...

god created adam,adam was lonely and had many flaws...
so god took a SUPPORTING part of adam and made eve...
with adam's ribs,eve was born...
together they were happy,and complete...

man are weak,
till now still unable to see further,
in malaysia,people still fail to realize they should choose a leading government which promises the best leadership,
the best development,
the best intelligence to lead our deloved country,
the best who puts not his party,nor his race first,
but his people,his men,his fellow worldwide mankind itself...
women were created to support and guide weak men,
no offence,but i do not mean woman "are" created to help men,
but with the presence and natural guidence of the ladies,
men naturally and willingly change for the better...

i am disappointed with my fellow men,
disappointed with myself,
disappointed that we are so short-sighted,immature,and fail to have courtesy in life...
extreamist fights with the west,
i wonder y myeslf,
they bomb their own country,
make havoc in their lands,
the very land they swore to protect,
striving like guruilla war,
now all that is left is death,lost,tears,vengence,hatered...
killing each side in a war can never solve anything,
weak men,
so blind and astray,
if both sides agree to sit and solve the problem,nothing like this would happen...
i can not belive that two people of totally disagreeing ideas cant solve it with words and have to resort to violence,
if realy so,
its because either 1 party is unwiling to give way,
weak men,
i myself failed to give way,
when i ask for a hand of love from T ...T couldnt decide...could not decide between both guys she was seeing...it was a fifty-fifty situation...selfish me not being noble and strong...fought for right over her...in the end i lost...fallen to the ground...dust and dirt was all i got in the end...i realize i was weak...i should have gave way to them both...should have choose a win-win situation...i should have place it in the hands of god...should have stand back and retreat...after all if T is realy mine she would return to me...and with a stone...i not only solve my weight in my heart...i gave a new hope to the other guy...let them have a chance...if fate prevails all will be well...

its time men start thinking about the whole human race,
unity like there is an invasion of aliens on us,
men standing as one,
no more countries,
no more citizen malays,chinese,black,white or indian,
only country earth,
citizen humans,man and woman alike...
that is how the world is suppose to be,
we defending our beloved home,
EARTH!!!!!
and not defending,argue and fight over a piece of land on our home!!!

men should band together and defend everything which they love from those who are out to hurt,
but not fight to defend but rather try to bend those adults who are lead astray,
we were born pure,innocent,
situation and our environment around us shapes us all,
everyone is a piece of art created by life around them itself,
the "astray" are not to be blame of their actions,
even if they choose to do evil,
they are product of lost minds,
astray from the original road from the start,
which cause them to grow up astray too...

this topic is very wide and covers many aspect...i will carry it till here today..

P.S if u find this post useful and meaningfull plz plz spread the word of this site...let the world knw the beter way to live and understand life itself better...if u wan to copy to your blog plz do so...all dat matters is dat this noble idea spread to the world...thx

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

IM B-A-C-K !!!!!!

IM BACK !!! LIKE A TORNADO I CUM RUSHING IN MAKING DA SCENE,
IM BACK !!! SUPERCHARGED IM POWERED I ROAR WITH A TREMBLE,
IM BACK !!! FALLEN IN LOVE BLIND TILL I BUMP RIGHT ON A POLE,
IM BACK !!! READY TO SHOUT AND BANG LIKE HULK I AM,
IM BACK !!! POST ARE RUSHING TO FILL LIKE A CHILLING WIND,
IM BACK !!! LIKE A VILLAGE GIRL I CUM WITH HUMILLITY AND CHARM,
IM BACK !!! U BETER WATCH OUT CAUSE I WILL BUMP INTO YOU,
IM BACK !!! IM FREE LIKE AN EAGLE GLIDING WHEREVER I WANT TO,
IM BACK !!! AIM EVER CLEARER RUSHING TOWARDS IT LIKE A MISSILE I AM,
IM BACK !!! ARMED AND READY TO BLOW YOUR MIND!!!!!!

Sunday, June 22, 2008

nothing matters

going down....monotonous life....colours in my sky fades....scavaging thru sandunes....my thirst builds up....my wings break....down i go....lower and lower....crashing on impact....helpless....i burn....burning away all the hearty fuel i carry....licking red flames end my story....peice by peice i break....peice by peice ash my memory turn....P-E-I-C-E by P-E-I-C-E i erase myself....peice by peice i scarttered along the path....the path to darkness....nothing worth stoping for....nothing worth holding on....nothing....nothing....nothing....

Sunday, June 8, 2008

sumthin for everyone....

tifa fans....heres something for u...all da pictures i hav for tifa (my fantasy lady,wife, Etc. ...bla,bla,bla...) tell me,aint she sweet?no one have a sweeter smile than her,no one is more feminin taste than her,no one is more lady like than hern eventhou she kickbutts,no one is more independent than her,she is just perfect...salute Nakumura in his creation...



















just a gentle reminder,pls if u do obtain any photos of tifa dont tain it by turning it into nudity picture,it hurts my eyes to see such a sweet creation being destroyed...thx everyone for ur coorperation