On the EdGe~

How far can one go, where one no longer sees a reason to stay on the edge?

What paths has one traveled to deviate to a path of the edge of the world?

How long has one traveled alone in emotional typhoons to look over the edge?

What loneliness and helplessness has one felt brought them to the edge?

What plain reason to live has been robbed from them leaving them on the edge?

What sadness, that outreached hand that no one catches cause them to fall?

The solitude, the freezing granite heart that warmth can not reach?

What hope is there?

When your on the edge, to set yourself free?

Seed of Evil

You probably wonder what seed of evil i mean, but before i proceed, plz take the time to view this two video:

Case:Bully Richard Gale got body slammed by Casey Haynes

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U4ODGW72woQ&feature=related

A random post by a youtuber on the case:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ME9lPWHnFgM&feature=related

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Watched it? So what do you think? Casey is a hero? Richard deserved it?

I honestly think Casey was right in retaliating, no argument on that, but BODY SLAMMING? IF he had dropped him the wrong way, he could have died. I don't think he will be hero status if that happens. Some was so impressed they called him the Zanggief kid after the street fighter character whos trademark move is the body slam. Martial arts teach us how to defend ourself, of course they are aggressive and self-defending types. But body slamming is too much, he should restrain him or pin him, he is after all larger in size therefore naturally stronger, he dint have to take it that far. Then again, he might not have thought of it when he acted in self defense.

The school however was right to suspend both students, the school acted in the principle that we should seek peaceful and justifiable solution. What if the video dint went online and both kids continue to hate and bully each other, fighting and finding trouble with each other? Fighting to end a bully will only cause the bully to find more ppl to bully you in return, we have seen enough movies, mafias and gangster shows to prove that. Y hack the school site and blame the school for teaching the right values?(a group of hackers who supported WikiLeaks hacked the school site condemning the schools actions of suspending Casey the hero fr 4 days).

It takes guts to go on national tv and get interview about bullying others. A few things worth noting:

a) He claimed that he was verbally abused 1st by Casey.

b) When he was asked if he was sorry for what he did he replied "No" at 1st but changed to "yes" when his dad glanced at him.

c)No child is born a bully nor evil.

I believe the clip is true abt it, the 47secs do not show the true story behind the scenes. He maybe a regular bully, i dont know. Both might be bullies in fact, physically or verbally. The truth is unclear. But one thing i can be sure of, Richard did not deserve to be condemned, hated and despise upon. Study the case of bullies, no bully is not a victim of bullies and abuse himself. Bullies usually come frm troubled background, their families torn or parents abusive or even absent. They are children, victims of cause and the environment they live in. The may bully in seek of attention, bully in return of the hatred of being bullied, bully due to hatred and tension at home, or even bully cause he is spoilt. But in this case i dont think Richard was spoilt. Probably due to insufficient attention and love i suppose. You condemn him, call him a devil, curse him that he will burn in hell, mock him that he is not sorry and that millions hate him, he deserve to die and stuff. So your not a bully? Bullying a bully is not bullying? Thats like saying she is a prostitute, she deserved to be raped; He is a thief, he deserve to die when he fell frm a building trying to escape; She is a backstabber she deserve it when she had an unlucky day. Yes i dont blame you that you hate and despise spiteful and idiotic ppl, but abusing each other will go no where. Hatred will only spread and go to and fro among yourself.

He deserves a second chance. So do all the other offenders who have learnt their lesson. They have to be given a chance to understd y they are wrong and how they should control themself. He is merely a kid, child bully, still young and fully of youth. He can still be taught and changed to be a better person. Y condemn him as if he is some world enemy?

When others offend us, robbers rob us, rapist sully us, bullies abuse us, i know we all fell hate and seek redemption. The pain is overwhelming. That is y we should not do the same, we should not hurt others, along the way we may make lots and tons of mistake, but its never to late to learn and apologize for what we did...

Spread not the seed of evil, because it grows in the heart of those u hurt, and they in return may hurt others and the cycle of evil seed will never end. Lets us all do our part in minimizing this and make this place a better world...

Forces..

Physically there are many forces on earth... You got the plain movement force, buoyancy force, electrical force and invisible magnetic force.

Emotionally, there is two.

Love & Pain.

These are the two main force that drives a mind's direction and personality. If a man is a work of art, then pain and love is the painter itself. Its the drive that mould the person. Of course, in the process there are choices and a million other scenarios. When the million other scenarios plays out, our mind takes in the essence of the play, and whatever we feel, its ultimate force is pain and love itself. Alpha and Omega, Pain and Love. They are opposites, they cannot cancel each other. But what it can do is to outmatch each other in magnitude.

Pain makes us grow.

Pain makes us sad.

Pain makes us insane.

Pain makes us introvert.

Pain makes us kill.

Pain makes us dream.

Pain makes us do so much, you might actually see it as a negative force itself. But its not, sure its' role is played much more in the black days, but like all forces, the magnitude counts. The directions it push us to is the consequent of the magnitude itself. Pain helps us to learn, pain makes love worthwhile. Pain is necessary.

Love.

What about it?

Its tasteless, it make you clueless, it makes mothers strong, it makes up as the fire passion that humankind desires in a form or another. Sure its positive. So positive it may blind your sights. So beautiful of a heaven, that when dark skies set in, one may not adjust to the darkness itself. So beautiful that even the sane can turn insanely obsessed.

Where is the balance? The balance still lies in the very paper and base we are cultured in. The limit of pain and love is different for all people. Some can take a thermometer degree, some crack, some take the degree of it so much they are immune of such low degree. It all lies in the dirt we are grown from and the soil we are home now.

The question is.... Then the degree rises, how much can you take before you crack?

If you do crack, will there be enough of the opposite to bring you back over the edge???...........

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Valentine's Day Movie...

Launched on Valentines day itself, i was foreseeing a happy ending kind of show like something couples would go to watch on a valentines. It turning out to be quite interesting, and a real party crasher. Engagement gone wary, secret phone work( Man, i like that one..Her voice make alike was so real!!), double timing and best friends turn love birds.. If your expecting to cry at a touching scene, this will probably turn out to be a disappointment. However, aside of watching a whole bunch of big screen stars strutting their stuff, and a tons of surprises, i did like one particular line.

"Listen to me, I know i let you down and maybe you don't think i deserve your forgiveness. But you are gonna give it to me anyway because when you love someone you love all of them, that's the job."

"I'm so sorry. Now, please you got to love everything about them, not just the good things but the bad things too, the things that you fall in love for and the things you don't fall in love for."

and yeah, on a scale of 1-10 its a 4 to 5'ish rating no big deaL....

Recomended... 500 DAYS OF SUMMER

Preview Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PsD0NpFSADM

This show reminds me so much of the relationship i just went thru... How it was when in it, how i feel abt her hair, her laughter, her smile... the fun and stuff we did together, the penis scene.... and how when things just fall apart and we have to move along, that out there we may still experience something total new and learn new things abt ppl and ourself..

Changing new...

Making adjustments to my new life, there is still such a long way to walk, might as well make the path i walk a path paved with gold and aligned with blooming bushes.

Made a blog de-announcing

my evil, now that the elven ropes are unbound to the devils within... hopefully it helps to keep the fantasy and reality in check...

Got a LifeBook, its something between a Laptop and an Netbook. Its small and light with cd-rom reader so its not a Netbook, which typically runs on Atom. Its not heavy and chunky like my old entertainment sound boom box laptop... pretty neat for a 1K plus 2nd hand device..

Plus, my feet is now officially worth more than my whole body plus together. Mum got me a pair of shoes worth $275 and that is after a discount of 20% too... OMG, even if im a millionare i see no reason to buy a shoe worth that much.. unless its a leather shoe.. Its comfortable but an expensive pair of Hush Puppies sneakers is really not what im into...